So, last night was a success. I really enjoyed myself. Nervous at first, I was worried I would dip and have to go home but, no! Stayed right to the end and enjoyed myself. I had a few strange 'I don't belong here' moments which I know is my lack of confidence at the moment, but I managed to push them aside. I can quite honestly say the only problem I had was with my lack of confidence.
This morning I woke up reluctantly and with the now-normal butterflies in my stomach. My mood is a bit lower than yesterday and I am nervous about walking the dogs. I guess I did a lot yesterday and am a bit weary today. I plan to walk the dogs and will probably take the rest of the day easy if I can and allow myself to recover. Really want to visit Mum today, I haven't seen her for a week!
I have a week off work now (half term) and I know I am needing to get right by the end of the week. I am not sure if I'm expecting too much or being too hesitant. Which is it?!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment