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How silly I am! Fancy thinking I was doing so well. Decided to go shopping with hubby and walking from the car to the bank was more than enough. Dizzy head and upset tummy which, of course, caused anxiety. Rested in car before embarking on the supermarket which I managed to do without too much of a problem. Well, at least I made the effort! Back at home the improved energy meant I could do the ironing and change the bed so at least I feel like doing more.

I am so bored with being stuck indoors! I really want to go back to work but I think tomorrow is too soon. So, I will stay at home tomorrow and see how it goes. Maybe Thursday I will be up to work and I really hope so. I feel so useless at the moment, as if I'm marking time which, of course, is exactly what I am doing. I need to allow myself to have this time to get over the withdrawal but really don't like giving up my freedom, it makes me remember how it used to be and I don't want to go backwards.

My dogs appear to be hibernating with me. They are very quiet and just sleeping. If I get up then they follow but I think they must know something is wrong because they are being so gentle. Poor things.