Next Day

Last night I had a really strange mood swing which lasted about 10 minutes where I felt completely depressed and anxious and scared. And then it went. Very odd and it made me wonder what else is in store for me. During the night I had horrendous sweats and very vivid dreams, waking up several times with the dreams going over and over in my head.

Today I feel ... better. Tummy not so upset. Dizzy head not quite so bad. Definitely more energetic. Maybe I'm over the worst? Well, at least until the next mood swing!

Really don't want to be alone today so asked hubby to stay at home rather than go to the boat. I feel bad stopping him going as he has stuff he wants to do but if I stay here alone today I will be afraid of what might happen. I don't know what could happen, just feel worse I suppose.

Really want to get back to work now. Rattling around in the house is rapidly becoming very boring and feels quite solitary and right now I need company! I am thinking of giving it a go tomorrow. I'll just see how the day pans out and then decide.