Normalish

Woke up with the butterflies again and decided that getting myself going was the best tactic. I don't feel so weary which is great and have already cleaned the bathroom and kitchen and done some washing. I'm feeling kind of normal but a bit agitated, not too bad at all although my sparkle is lacking a bit. I don't feel depressed as such, just a bit flat and, of course, worried. Worry seems to take up so much of my thoughts at the moment so I'm trying to keep my mind occupied.

I have decided that today I will follow my instincts totally so if I feel tired I will nap (if I can) and am spending the day pottering about the house doing bits here and there. The weather is grotty which kind of suits me. As the day progresses I am feeling lighter and less anxious. I think now I need to push myself a little and make myself do things. I plan to go to the gym later which should be interesting! Hopefully I won't be too tired!